Indulge

Today I give you my semesters pieces . In no particular order . Indulge !

I reply when he/she texts me

I don't text them 

Why have people who text you but you don't text them

Do you really not want to text them

Do you not do it because someone someday from some century said it was wrong 

Let's say it is wrong 

Why then have someone validate you when you don't validate them

Is that not an act of selfishness 

Are You not practicing take take and take 

Why don't you inform them to stop

Why don't you be kind enough to tell them to invest their time elsewhere  

If you will never text them first on a normal day 

Let them go 

Everyone is looking for validation and if you can't give it, dont  waste any of their time and resources . 

Bye .

If you don't see me again 

Your last word will be BYE. 

A 3 letter word we don't truly know the meaning of

It holds no emotion , no love , no hate , no pain , no regrets 

It's a dry word 

Or rather a drying word 

As it absorbs all greetings I have gotten from you 

Replacing each by it self

Like a virus 

Leaving me sick to my heart 

Time

It s been a minute. And its going to be another minute.

Perfectly Lonely - John Mayer [] Lyrics

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I am really feeling John Mayer this week. This song describes my life so well right now. I am perfectly lonely. As good as that might sound it gets a bit scary at times. I mean what is i never get the courage to try again? but i will leave that for time to decide for now i shall enjoy being perfectly lonely.

Gabrielle Aplin - Please Don't Say You Love Me

Its a men eat women world

i was gonna write about how i hate men and the things they do to women. the way they induce feelings in us and the leave us hanging. the way they play with our emotions and not look back. i was gonna sit here and tell you how every girl every year has a story to tell about that guy that just ditched her, no explanation nothing. but i wont because i have better things to do.

EXAMS

YOU GOT THIS

Subblogging, Blind dating

How i feel like subblogging someone right now.

Putting my really unimportant issues aside i would like to talk about blind dating.

Firstly i must say blind dating is for singles only!!!!!!!!!! (i mean what more could a committed person what)

blind dating; the act of going on a date with a complete stranger who may kill you at the end of the day OR be your husband/wife. (on the neutral side just your friend)

A blind date is nerve wrecking , meeting someone who doesn't know you and is prepared to judge you for how ever long the date is.( At least interviews have a time limit.) is not easy. what to wear? how to act? you dont even know how this person is like to wards certain behavior.

But here are some tips:
- Overdress - looking super fly never did someone bad
- be polite
- neutral location - dead is not a good color on anyone.
- know why you have gone on that date

 That last point... Going on a blind date usualy means you wan find a suitable partner, but what if your like me and just wants to do it because doing it does no harm to the universe. Well in that case just hope your date feels the same. But then again love at first sight overrules whatever your motives may be.

Meeting a complete stranger is amazing,  (if you are lucky). its like stepping in a whole new world that you didn even know existed. For a girl the guy is usully the ideal guy when it comes to pulling the chair for you, getting the car door. Its like a day in fairy land with no attachments .( i dont care about that door/chair stuff though, they arent that heavy, but ja i get why they count)

Soooooo if you decide to go on a blind date , i just hope he texts you after or else you will recall that date and try to pin point all you think you myt have done wrong. but if he doesnt text dont beat yourself up about it after all you meet complete strangers everyday and not many off them try to know you. :)
 

Lost in my own life

Feeling so detached from the world
from life
it is as if am watching a movie
as though am a visitor in my own life

My heart frozen and my mind making all decisions
Its perhaps my frozen heart that is the problem
The soul can function well without the heart
But for it to function properly it needs a heart

Either way i will keep searching for my roots
For anything that can make me feel at home
In my own life and in this world

YES....?

"I do not need someone to complete me
but if you wanted to
we could walk next to each other
into whatever is coming next." - Meghan.