Tristan Prettyman - I Was Gonna Marry You 

I gotta go

Time to spread my wings and fly

Higher than the blue sky

Never did me any good

Waiting around

Only so much that my heart can take

It doesn’t matter what you say

Wishing for all we could-have-been

Just so you know just so you know

I never thought you'd let me go

I don’t even know the truth

Yeah we were fine, yeah we were fine

Then all at once you changed your mind

And I was gonna marry you

I gotta stay

As far away as I can get

'Cause a part of me hasn’t left

If I get too close you're gonna pull me back in to

Thinking everything you said was true

But the ring around my finger proved

That I was your girl

But in the end it wasn’t what you wanted

Just so you know just so you know

I never thought you'd let me go

I don’t even know the truth

Yeah we were fine, yeah we were fine

Then all at once you changed your mind

And I was gonna marry you

Yeah I was gonna marry you

Take all the words you’ve spoken

And the promises you’ve broken

And throw them all into the ocean

Just to let it be

And late at night

When you're lying in your bed alone

Wishing you were still at home

But we both know its too late

Just so you know just so you know

I never thought to let you go

I don’t even know the truth

Just so you know just so you know

I never thought you'd let me go

I don’t even know the truth

Yeah we were fine, yeah we were fine

Then all at once you changed your mind

And I was gonna marry you

I was gonna marry you

What should i do

I sit here today, my eyes full of tears.
but i refuse to let them run
i refuse to let them wet my cheeks.
but why am i teary?

I cant really explain why
but i feel misunderstood
i feel unknown
Like a stranger in my loved ones lives

Do i not know how to express me
or they just don't pay attention
is my voice not sharp enough
or are they not even trying to listen

A friend says nobody is understood
but i beg to differ
i understand many
i can relate
but i cant make them get that i get it
that i understand

So what now
do i just keep it to myself
do i just go on like am OK
or should i run

I wan go away
to someplace unknown
where no one can come looking
where my tears can run freely

Or maybe i should just sleep
and dream
My dreams these days are better than my reality
how sad, its actually supposed to be the opposite

Not Enough Want

He does not want you, not enough

He wants to hold you but not catch you when you fall

He wants to hear you, but not listen to you when you talk

He wants to be with you but not stay with you

He wants to hold you hand but not lift you up 

He wants to dream about you but not make you his dream

He cares about you but doesn't worry about you