A trillion pieces

lil sis: how is your boyfriend?
me: o.O
lil sis: do you have a boyfriend?
me; nooooo.....
lil sis: why not?
me: (because i was stupid enough to love one who loves another) I just dnt
lil sis: then how will you get married?
me: uhm well i dnt know

My lil sister can not understand why i dnt have someone by my side, why am not head over hills about some hot cute guy. She cant get why someone could possibly not be in love.

To her love is still the most the most beautiful thing there is. she is  happy with her boyfriend, its really cute. So she was confused about why am letting such joy pass me by. I realized my lil sis has not been hurt(not in the worst way at least) , she was still innocent. Her heart was never broken into a trillion pieces. I kinda envy her.

I could not tell her my story, i didn want to relive the memories but most importantly i didn want her beautiful painting of love to be ruined so i changed the topic. But its refreshing to know someone out there still believes in love as much as i once did.